[AkatsukiKawa]

  Re: Do you have Any "SPECIAL" person in your live!

i'm agree with Kajin. it's looks like you have already chosen R. Keep your relationship. But i think you should tell her that she is very important to you.

Well, i dont know it is strange or not, but when i talked to my friends, sometimes i talked about my feeling toward others. How i consider him / her, but of course i can't told it every my friends. For example, the people knows that i consider my "Big Brother" as big brother are just his girlfriend, my comrade, my friend in university, (Well, my "Big brother" is a school friend from elementary until high school), and of course the "Big Brother".

After i said to him that i consider him as Big Brother, well our relationships get better i said, because we know how each other thinking about myself and about himself. So we can really treat each other in that way. And it feels good. It feels a weight on my shoulder was lifted, i feel like i have someone i can really trust, i feel not alone, i feel i have another brother (i have one little brother, who acts like a big brother^^;).

Maybe, you can talk to L that you have considered her as a sister and talk to R that you have considered L as sister. But of course you must think about the situation when you wanna talk about that.

In my country, there is a lot of girl that confessed her love. So it's not strange anymore.

About my feeling, just let it be. There is many things that i have to take care and have to be done.
Beside, i'm not an expert in this kind of problem. All of my friends (and my brother too) called me a dense one. So i'm not thinking about that anymore.

[istvan]

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acctually... its true.. I choose R as the girl I like, and I like L as a little sister and a very good friend.... I what you to know guys that if you did not post your opinions I kind of will never found it out that fast..... ñ_ñ

ok, today its sunday, july 10... yesterday I meet R.. and I confirm that she is the one I like... we were reading an anime magazine and talking..... at the end I take her to the bus station and I ask her if she would like to come to my house the sunday (today) she sai that she will ask her parents and tell me to call her at 8:00pm....

I call her at 8:20pm and begin to talk... she told me that her parents let her comes to my house and thats something I really wanted,... also I ask her "hey!! what are you doing now??" she told me that she was doing a present for me.... and I ask her what it is??? she told me that I`ll have to wait until tomorrow I get really happy because I`ve never talk like that to a girl ... and... a girl never told me that she were doing a present to me...

we keep talking about what we will do tomorrow... watch anime.. maybe a movie.. play PS2 ... and I notice that she were happy to come.. at least thats how she sounds...... at the end I tell her that I will be waiting for her at the dowtown at 10:00am said that it was great.... at the end I tell her.. OK ITS A DATE.. and she told me in a happy way YES, DATE.. BYEE...
I said byee

durring saturdays night I were at the pc and play ps2.... and then go to bed at midnight... dreaming and thinking that tomorrow is going to be a great day.., so I program my movilphone to ring at 8am... but..

I wake up at 6 by myself..ñ_ñ I did not belive that today she is comming to my house,,.....

as it was early, I begin to clean an set my romm in order......(I keep in my mind, she is coming , she is coming) I was really exited!! ñ_ñ

but..........
..........but.........
.......................but...........

at 08:23am .... my movilphone rings.. and I aswer the call......

It was R......

she told me this... " Istvan......, look, Im very sorry but, I cant go to your house today, I dont know why my dad its mad and he tell me that I cant go.... and I ask him to at least let me gow to the dowtown to tell you and give you your present ... but he said no ...Im sorry 0_0..."

I get shock!!

I tell her that, do not worry about it... that we`ll play together another day... and i ask her if I can call her tomorrrow and she said yes..

its kind of sad... to think that from yesterday and until todays morning I looks very happy and full of life.. even my sisters, brother, and my parents notice that I were very happy by some reason.......

after she told me that... it changes .. I go to my room and try to watch anime and play ps2... but I really get depress....

as the hours pass, I were lay at my bed and stare at my dolls and thinking..if she were here.. we maybe beeing playing some game.. if she were here... we maybe beeing watch anime and enjoy together...

thats how almost all my sunday were...

after the 3:00pm a friend comes to my house to talk.. and burn a discc....

rigth now, Im very sad..

but.. I think that it happen cuz some reason.. so, I`ll try to do not think about it too much....
ñ_ñ ne??

[istvan]

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now.. I want to monday arrives.. I want to call her.... ñ_ñ

[istvan]

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and a little more important its, that I talk about it with a friend and he told me that I should tell her that I like her... the fact its that it scares me a little.....

..... ñ_ñ

[samin]

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"at the end I tell her that I will be waiting for her at the dowtown at 10:00am said that it was great.... at the end I tell her.. OK ITS A DATE.. and she told me in a happy way YES, DATE.. BYEE...
I said byee"


i wonder if you thought that you were a couple when you said that ITS A DATING.
If you do, I am sure that she has aleady known that you love her.hehe

[ddl1520]

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well, ticky question.
i had one once, but not now.
Till now i still believe She was just 'the one' for me,
however we were both too yong at that stage and i am so regret that i let her go in my life!

i was too young to decide my own fate, that is the excuse i found for myself,
but i know excues is only excuse, i could try to do something but i never tried!
regret is not the only thing left in my life as a punishment to give up so easy.
she is someone else wife now, all i can do is wish her happy forever.

at the present, i am looking for the one like Misa from Macross ^^

[istvan]

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SAMIN

do you really think that could be posible??
... actually she should notice that i care alot for her...

[AkatsukiKawa]

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i want to give my opinion :

that could be possible, but girls sometimes get confused because she doesn't sure
that she is loved by a certain guy. As for me, i dont know if someone like (or love)
me in that way until that someone has told me directly. (Well, because of that, my friends
called me a dense one^^;).Once, my friend said this : it is easier to see that someone loves someone else than someone loves you (of course as a lover).

So, maybe you could get closer and know her better, and you should tell your feeling about her when you are ready.

[Senith]

  Re: Do you have Any "SPECIAL" person in your live!

I don´t have any
neither do I feel the desire to have one
cause right now I can answere the feeling of love

well if ever fall in love, I wont really care whether that person matches some picture of "what my perfect partner has to be like" I made before

I thought it was common knownledge that you can´t plan who you fall in love with anyway.

[istvan]

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today is wednesday 13 jun... monday already pass and I call R.... I were very happy to do it... I really love to talk with her... I talk with her by 20min and she told me that that she was really sorry because she really wants to give me the present she make to me ñ_ñ

and that day she told me that she were a little busy cuz she were with her mom trying to pick a dress for a party and she told me that please give her a call today ñ_ñ