[KazamiHayato]

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I do have special person who understands me but she was travel to another country. Although it was long time ago.

[AEO123456]

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LZ, ask yourself, which one do you like, and try to make her understand your heart. If you try hard, it still doesn't work, then you won't regret. As for the girl who like you, if you cannot have the girl your like, attempt to accept her. Because both the girl who like you and another you like are all your precious. Make sure to chose the one you think is important, if you cannot make it, go another way... Different people think in different way, some people like to be with the person they like, some like to be with the person like them... I cannot tell you exactlly what you should do, because I don't know your personality. I only can provide the way of finding you needs.

[istvan]

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thanks a lot !! you know yesterday, I visit R`s home by first time.. we eat cookies with juice and talk a lot about anime...she has a Harry Potter pajamas ñ_ñ.... I stay there until late and I did not mention anything about that I like her.. but I can tell you that something its true... we talk, share cookies, and enjoy a lot ñ_ñ... bye the way I do know that the story its a little hard to read so I have friend that works translating essays,, I wonder if you would like me to post the version 2.1 of the story ?? ñ_ñ ARIGATOU GOSAI MASTE for your coments and please keep them on!! ñ_ñ

[AkatsukiKawa]

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Well, i've read your story. but i dont mind read the version 2.1. Just post it so more people read your story.

From your story, it seems you like R more than L, and you really enjoy your time with her.
Well, do you know what kind of love that you have for L and R ?
Is it love between friend ? sibling (brother/sister) ? lover ? idol (respect or admire) ? else ?

i think you have to find it first.
If you have known what kind is your love to R and L, it will be easier for you to do something.

[istvan]

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well... that could be an easy or a hard question!! it all depends..so... I`ll keep that in mind you know!! and Im going to post the version 2.1 of the story as fast as I can !! ñ_ñ thanks.. and keep on!!

[samin]

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I saw you had the wonderful time with R. I feel you like R more than L. what about telling L that you love R. After that, telling R that you like her and you have tell L that you like R.

the ending may be that you will lose both of them , but you have chosen your true love.
or you and R will be the couple.

good luck ~~~~~~

[AkatsukiKawa]

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Honestly, for me, that is a very difficult question.
To define what kind of love that i have to someone is a very difficult task.
It took several years for me to realize that i have loved someone for years.

This is my story:
i have many friends in high school and many of them are boys (i'm a girl).
i liked them all and we often together (because we were in the same school and we have known for years (5 - 12 years)).
After all of us graduated from high school and seldom met anothers, i felt that i've lost something important, still i hadn't known what it is yet. i just felt a part of me lost somewhere.

1 year passed, and i could define what kind of love that i have for some of my close friends except one person. i kept thinking, but i couldn't define what kind of love. One thing that i know is, he is very important to me. i kept thinking and thinking until i didn't know what and what for i'm thinking (it sounds stupid, but it happened to me^^;).

i couldn't think anything else clearly because i felt i must think something, but everytime i want to think about that, i felt a pain in my heart. It bothered me a lot, so after a month, i chose to forget anything about that.

About one and half year later (six months ago) an event was held and my high school friends were coming and hanged together again. Many things happened, and after that event, i realize that i loved him most, love in a different way to my other friends or sibling.

I haven't and won't said anything about my feeling because i think this is the best way. i just want him happy, and i think he will be happier if he is together with another person.

I told my feeling to three people, my "big brother" and my "sister in law", and my "comrade". "big brother" told me that i just keep running from the problem, and my "comrade" told me to do as i like.

Well i do as i like. i wont tell anyone else about my feeling to him. just focus to my study.
(i write my story because it is rather safe to write here^^; and i want sharing my own experience)

Do you know? maybe someone think i'm stupid, but i dont care what others said. i have decide something from my own heart, and i take my own path based on my own decision. i won't regret that.

Thats all. So if you have known what kind of love do you have to your friend, it will be easier to decide something about that.

Phew.... this is the longest reply i've ever write. i'll be waiting for your story version 2.1. Good luck...

[dec309]

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OMFG!!! O_O

i agree with you AkatsukiKawa, we have to deside what we want to do, what we feeling and make us happy and if that way we choose isn't the rigth way, just keep going, the life will give you an other opportunities.

the important think her is that no matter what way we choose, if that makes us happy.

[samin]

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AkatsukiKawa

After reading your story, i find the commonness of girls.
You don't want to tell him that you love him because you are afraid of losing him.
Most of girls do that.

I think it's hard to give you some advice as I don't know the whole story.
Just do what you like.

[AkatsukiKawa]

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thank you.... but for me, it's kind of different from that afraid.

it just, i feel that he will have a better life without me. Kind of that.... it's hard to express my feeling about that.
Maybe i want him to forget me.