[istvan]

  Re: Do you have Any "SPECIAL" person in your live!

well.. Im going to tell you the story.... R its a very very cute girl who likes to do cosplay, whatch anime, draw manga,... she is so cute,,, she and I have the same hoobies.. I meet her this yer at February because her best friend were with me at the drawing manga class, so her friend and I meet and talk about anime so at the end of the class she were out waiting for him I saw her and say "KAWAII" so he introduce me to her and we goes to the park jus to talk about what games we like to play and anime that we allready watch... I realise that she is as cute by out as cute inside....so fron this point on every afternoon at saturday we meet at the end of the class and talk... the weeks goes on and the SAKURA FEST comes its an festival of japanese culture.. one week before we were agree to go together and the day of the fest we meet at the nus stop.. when I saw her she were in just one word... beutifull with a japanese red dress.. so we as friends share and have fun all the day... with us there were R`s best frien L that was the day i meet her.. so after the fest I keep meeting with R and I ask her # and ask if it doesn`t be trouble if I call her sometimes and she said that it will be great... I begin to call her at night just to talk about any thing... and to have trust ..... so 15 days ago were the CARTAGO MANGA FEST it takes 3 full days.. there are concerts of anime music, cosplay, karaoke, and many things to do!! ñ_ñ once I reach to the fest there were R & L I say hello to R and to L.... L comes and give me a big hug and kiss and say ITS BEEN SO LONG!! I got scare.. so I said HI ..ñ_ñ we share and enjoy a lot at the fest during the fest we take a lot of photos!! so the night the fest end we were at the street and I tell to L "give me your #, I do not want to lose you again ñ_ñ.. " she said "oohh yes here!! I really will like you to call me".... so the day after the fest ended I were at MSN and R log in.. so (please put atention here is the problem) I wanted to ask her abot a disc so at the msn I said " hi,, look could I ask you some thing??" and when I were writing about the disc she said "do not tell me!! you like L and you want me to help you with that".. I get in shock... and I really did not know what to say...and and...an...adn I said "yes, who tell you that"... R said "jaja I suppose `cause L its very cute and I guess that you will like her" ... I really have to say that I don`t know why I said that!! so I keep chat with R.. and tha part that really kills me its that almos at the end of the conversation she told me "hey... once you to be with L ... please..please!! Do no forget about me!! onegai shimasu" and I get in shock again... because I do like R and all this time from the day we meet I said that I will not tell her anything about it because I wanted to know she a little more and more important I wanted to she know me as I am... and I beguin to think that "could be posible that R likes me? and she did not tell me anything" thats what I beguin to think after she told me that do not forget about her... @_@.... so after she told me that we log out and I get very confuse about what to do.... so 2 days later I log in to the MSN and R were there... we begui to talk and I noticed that she were a little.... mmmm sad or trouble... I aske her about it `cause I do worry about her.. and she said "no.. its nothing.. here download this picture" she begin to send me photos of me with L... @_@... so I insists "what is happening?? please tell me" she keep saying that there is nothing and sended me another photo... so she changes the "photo to show" at the MSN and put one of her with me.. after that she tell me "I appreciate you a lot.. but I should save this to me" after that I did not know what to think... and I said "I think I know what the problem its.. but I fear that if I tell you and it is not the thing.." and R told me " what it is?"... I said " a.. atashi wa.... atashi wa.. R-chan.." (we both have seen a lot of anime and I try to tell her that I love her inthat way) so she said.."do not say it .. baka" so I keep saying" de..demo ,, demo atashi wa.. R-chan...I do not know if I should let you know!!!" and R said " ...SAID..TELL ME!!" and I could not tell her.. so she said .." I do not want to talk about this anymore.. so for tomorrow this will be forgeted.. so bye" I do fell like the bigger idiot in the world...so that was a Wednesday... the Thursday i send her an Email.. saying that do not forget about the disc wit the photos from the fest... the friday I call her and say hello ans ask her abiut her day... and ask her about the mail and she said yes!! i`ll bring the disc tomorrow ( that tomorrow were the last saturday) so the las saturday i meet her and there were she and L... we exchange discs and talk by 2 hours... at the end they leave and I come back to my house very confuse.. and all this week I`ve been calling L and R but I haven`t touch theme and about L I do enjoy to be and talk with her all this week I call her and talk about many things... i do not know what to think.. I do like R and L really call my atention.. but I do not know what to do... I do not want to hurt anyone as I like them i want they to be happy... Im a good guy and I should say that I never have a girlfriend so to me the most important thing its that beeing a friend or something else I want to make them happy `cause what I like the most its to see their smile ñ_ñ

[Kajin]

  Re: Do you have Any "SPECIAL" person in your live!

I lost interesting reading after the second line due to bad grammar and sentence structure.

[samin]

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hehe. yes, it's hard to read.

[samin]

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istvan , are you a Chinese. Because Chinese like use 'so' ^0^(I'm a Chinese, I make many mistakes,too)

[AkatsukiKawa]

  Re: Do you have Any "SPECIAL" person in your live!

It is so long.....

i dont see any part that implies R wants you to be with L.
The important is, which one you like (or love) as a lover, not just a friend, and which one you want to be with.

[AEO123456]

  回复: Do you have Any "SPECIAL" person in your live!

I felt like I was reading a bad essay...

[istvan]

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sorry about grammar..

but.. please... do not focus in that...!! there is the story .. if you need some extre information jus ask..

[istvan]

  Re: Do you have Any "SPECIAL" person in your live!

I do know that it its kind of hard to read.. but there is one thing tru... its that I do need help.. it doesn`t matter how you could help me.. I really will appreciate any help you give me ... ñ_ñ

[dec309]

  Re: Do you have Any "SPECIAL" person in your live!

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作者: AkatsukiKawa
The important is, which one you like (or love) as a lover, not just a friend, and which one you want to be with.

i say that all the time when he ask me, but he didn't catch, as i see xDDD

i think all have/had to pass for a similar situation in or lives in one way or in an other
I have the same dilema than you, just that i call J and V
well istvan i give you the best luck with the problem, and hope you choose the rigth way

[Kajin]

  Re: Do you have Any "SPECIAL" person in your live!

i say hit them both!
(but that's just me.)